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They say to me in their awakening, "You and the world you live in are but a grain of sand upon the infinite shore of an infinite sea." And in my dream I say to them, "I am the infinite sea, and all worlds are but grains of sand upon my shore."

~ Kahlil Gibran. Sand and Foam. 1926. ~

Some days…

January 19, 2009

i can’t say i’m fine today. it definitely wasn’t my day.

 

foremost, my itchy throat is bothering me. not only was it itchy, it also had a slight burning sensation inside. second, my lone staff (my assistant) is even bossier than me.  my boss however, is hankering for attention and piqued at my patience a little bit. and well, some other people are just grappling in the workplace and wants a taste of my nerve, er, talent.  

 

so what if i’m pissed off?! today isn’t the best day in the world…

 

i am thinking a lot of crazy things lately. i am still at a loss. i could use a really nice restful sleep. i hope tonight.

 

btw, a few more items and i’m done with the budget projection for EXO. on a positive note, my other boss helped me out with the budget, like he did last year. he had been cool and focused despite endless meetings with the executives and pressure from not just one aspect of his workload. he still managed to lift up my spirits a little bit. just a little bit.

 

 

i hope that this is just hormones. or the stars. but i am hoping this pissed-off feeling will linger only at the office atmosphere. hoping to brush off this feeling and move on a little bit on the upbeat scale.

disintegrated– probabale cause of the pissed-off feeling:

  • itchy-burning feeling in the throat
  • still sickly (not 100% okay)
  • worried about the financials
  • burnout
  • workload
  • work without fun is exhausting
  • a lot of things
  • keep the car earning!
  • boss’ rants
  • assistant being an ASS-istant
  • where’s my sunshine?


Song in my heart at the moment:

             BETTER IN TIME  by Leona Lewis 

 

 

yep, hope to get better tonight.

glad that tomorrow is a new day…

 

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