~ Kahlil Gibran. Sand and Foam. 1926. ~
Needy
April 9, 2009
i have a confession to make: i’ve been needy lately.
it’s a certrain neediness that’s a little off the hook, it cracks every individual i get across with.
signs include: intolerance to certain situations, frustration, impatience, and at times, hostility.
in the office, i heard a comment from a friend how i had been ‘the small girl with big demands,’ to which i retorted quite thickly, ‘is that comment with pun intended?’
i’ve been driving Luigi mad with my queer and unnecessary antics, wherein little things about our relationship get blown out of proportion. there was even a point wherein he packed his bags to leave for a vacation just to breathe an ounce of fresh air away from me.
awryt, so let’s point fingers at hormones, Big Time. or stress. or PMS. or depression. or anxiety attack. better yet, all of the above.
but no matter how hard i try to isolate the feelings, the damage is done. the die is cast, to recoup the feelings implanted on other people would be impossible. i just hope they have huge amounts of UNDERSTANDING and forgiveness.
moving on, holy week is a very timely season to pause and think a little more about my life and what i really wanna do with it.
i’ll try to get in touch with m inner self a little more…
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